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What would a blockbuster be without a villain, what would it be without obstacles for the hero? You are an addict to pain, you live for the thrill. But only when it saves Graham City, only when it flaunts Pamela Reif's new workout clothes or when it's delivered in TedTalks with lots of applause. What would my life be without you, what would it be without knowing you exist? I am an addict to your soul, I live for the hope. But only when you appear somewhere, only when you show up wearing those smiles and dreamy eyes or when you appear in my wildest dream. What would your life be without me, what would it be to not know me? You are never an addict to my shadow, you live for the others. Still, when I am somewhere near you, I bet you feel nothing at all, or perhaps you do, only in the name of a friend. Am I the one who would be slapped by this reality?  To never gain love like those romantic blockbusters? And what if I swapped my exterior with the ghost lines warm people write abou

I thought I’m happier, Mom I lied. When you ask me  if I’m okay or not, I give a nod, but I lied. When you ask me if I love this place, I give u a gaze, Flashes a happy face but I lied. When you ask me, If I feel at peace, I try to live, Home, trying not to miss, but I lied.  I assure you, I’m not put together at all, Nor am I broken, But I can’t find my rhyme and rhythm, I’m not recovering, Mom I’m losing, I’m aching, I won’t lie this time, I’m hurting. #brokenjames By: Zaim Luqman

Langit nak runtuh! Langit nak runtuh! Lolong anak ayam yang ketakutan Aku bertelur! Aku bertelur! Teriak ibu ayam dengan bangga Alahai, Kita pun tak kurang beza Ilmu baru setahun jagung, Tak malu menaip seperti jaguh Yang betul, yang salah semua sentuh Dialah yang tahu, dialah yang kaji Tapi alif ba ta tak lepas mengaji Buruk koyak kain orang dia selak Perut anak membesar buat tak nampak! Aduhai… Kita pun dua kali lima Anak berjaya kita riuh sekampung Anak gagal kita pandang pun tidak Anak pangkat doktor kita sanjung Anak kerja jaga kita galak tempelak Apa nak jadi dengan kita? Yang dicaci, dipuji itu benih siapa? Kita kata ayam bodoh Kita pun bukan senonoh #budakdeep Tulus: Izwan Bakhtiar

  I still can’t fathom this, Why our faith collided, this isn’t right at all It breaks me into pieces I romanticize “us” too deep too deep that I drowned too deep to float back My feelings got cracked That night u came Knocking at my door Knocking-in some love That I wish it was real It turns fake It turns blue No warmth  Just numb I’m aware now, that only fools fall for you, A fool like me. Foolish. Fool. Maybe this feeling stay like this. A little too strong like no others A little too long A little too hopeless A little chance or perhaps, no chance at all? Collide? No. Gone for good? Maybe #brokenjames By: Zaim Luqman

(Sumber: Google) Dia aku tunggu, kau yang di sisi Dia ku kait impian, kau tawar harapan  Dia bak syurga, kau ertikan dunia Dialah kesuma, kau juwita Antara intan dan berlian,  Tak ku berdaya buat pilihan Antara memilih dan dipilih Setiaku yang goyah berkalih Kau yang aku harap bersama Dia yang direstui keluarga Kau yang berkongsi duka Dia yang dihadiahi kencana Dunia mengherdik katanya haloba Aku yang lesu bertahun mencuba Bukan niatku madu dibalas tuba Hanya dipohon derita bawa laba. Nota kaki: Buat yang dicintai Juwita dan Kesuma Jiwaku terbuai dilema Atma Arjuna manusia cuma. #Budakdeep Tulus: Izwan Bakhtiar

I never knew you before, I wonder why I did not, To all my wounds that are sore, You have cured a lot Too early to say, 4 days passed by, Still scared to say “hey” Who knows I might cry? “How can you miss someone you’ve just met ?” I never knew the answer, I love what I love I miss what I miss it is what it is. It might turn out sour, someday. Like an evil flower Did I pluck it? Where did I get it? Around the bonfire that lit I wanna keep it. #brokenjames By: Zaim Luqman